OMFG Japanese magazine for old people...zzz...!!!! (*&^%$#@#$%^&*()_*&^%$#$%^&*

wad de hell.. extras in the pics..

hottie and his new fan!! da indian uncle.. i wonder wad next week's fan will be.. lol.. right hottie?

For people to break the rules, they have to know the rules well in order to break them right.. :D good point by adrain.

Another friday..met orca and came to school tgt.. she taught me guitar.. i taught her violin.. for the 1st time, we were the 1st to arrive for class..my attendance really suck like hell.. 48% in january.. just because i was late for class.. for like 1 min.. 2 min.. i was late.. zzz.. still say lasalle is a school of freedom.. pls la huh.. even poly also not so strict.. the school is really treating us like little kids.. but nvm.. i shall buck up on my attendance..100% i must make sure.. i go to every single class. even if it means i have to sacrifice some things that i like to do .. this is wad opportunity cost is all about right? you gain something but at the same time you have to lose something also.. for now.. studies is more important to me then love or wad.. so.. i'll have to juggle between relationship, studies, and work.. i can cope..

my mum realli pissed me off like mad.. as well as my dad.. they wan to see me die in lasalle.. crazy. say what, i wan to see how u die in lasalle, you cannot go up to level one you can work in christofori or yamaha.. my mum worse, email the school, email them about my attendance.. no parents do this to their kid in my school ok? wad the hell.. how do u think it makes me look? Am i like 5 years old or wad? do you have to control my life to the max? even orca also can't stand the way they are treating me.. you wan to lock me up in a cage, so be it, lock me up. lock me until one day, my wings get useless and when its time for me to fly, i'll drop down straight and die. damn them. Its my life and i can control it. I dun need anybody to order me around and threaten me with money. shit you all. damn man. pissed off with wad they are doing with my freaking life. Halo!! wad has the counseling session did? nothing! no help no whatsoever! bloody hell.. i am so not going to the freaking counseling thing. its not even helping. they are still controlling my life like hell. I hate being the onli child. or rather i hate being the onli adopted child in the freaking family. HALO I AM A HUMAN! NOT A PIECE OF POSSESSION THAT YOU BOUGHT HOME!! WAKE UP DUMBASSSES!

omg.. i wan to faint.. wad de hell is wrong with the 13 year old.. 13 and have a kid already.. worse, the gf is 15 year old.. he's 13 but look like 8 she's 15 but look like 26.. tgt the entire family looks like 3 generations.. if u dun believe me.. go see http://www.javno.com/en/world/clanak.php?id=233884

i was like.. huh? go and die la..how old onli...wad is wrong with them? wake up.. he can't even frekaing take care of himself. let alone take care a small little baby girl.. wtf.. )UYT#@!#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*()_.. wake up!!! wad was i doing when i was 13? I DUNNON WAD I WAS DOING!! i was studying.. playing com games... soccer.. he is wad? busy feeding milk to his kid.. wad de hell.. 15? wad is she supposed to do? dating.. she's wad? taking care of a kid.. zzz.. nvm la.. its their life.. up to them..

Cute things that couples can do for valentine's:

Roast Marshmallows by the sea.
Build a small bbq at the beach and roast the marshmallows. Savour the gooey sweetness and feed each other while the waves crash in gently.

Play dress-up
GO on a window-shopping spree and dress each other up. pick out clothes and accessories you wan your baby to wear and take pictures.

paint together
get a drawing pad and some paint and pain a picture of each other.lol

Go gift-hunting
Set a budget and time limit. go to a mall but shop seperately for each other's gift.

Bake the sweets
Look up for a recipe and go to shop for the ingredients and spend the afternoon baking heart shaped cookies.

:D how does it sound?

Safe sex is great sex
Better wear a latex
Cuz you dont want that late text
that "I think I'm late" text

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...


To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.


To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you lov e is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person your love has no idea how you feel.


To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

hor..today was hell.. i dun wan to go through another today..wad happened today:
i woke up.. thanks to the smell of sunny's shit and pee in my room on the floor. i woke up at 6 am to clean everything up.. den went back to sleep.. my alarm went off at 630.. i couldn't wake up cause i slept too late last night.. so i was thinking whether i should go for the morning 9-10 class or 10-11.. i keep dragging myself outta bed.. but somehow, my head just gets sucked back to the pillow.. so i decided to go for the 10-11 class.. but i found out i got main study at 10-11.. so i told teacher that i had a sudden class at 10-11, so he changed the time to 630-730 pm.. but i had to teach piano from 6 to 7 evening.. so i changed the time for teaching piano to 830-930 pm.. den i went to get ready and stuff, so i otw to school, i received a sms from my other teacher asking me to go for my exam for main study.. at 415.. nvm.. so my class 10-11 am.. so bored.. so i was rushing here and there the entire day.. after class i went home, den i came out for MS exam.. and i totally screwed it up.. cause i didn'b bring log book. neither did i practice.. so forget abt it.. i was prepared.. den after that, i went to practice piano.. i smsed my piano teacher can i swap time with ririn or not.. den he said yes.. so i tot my lesson was changed to 530-630..who knows it was all a misunderstanding.. teacher tot i discussed with ririn already, i tot he discussed with ririn already..so i kena shoot out of the studio..high den gan jue.. den nvm, i went to library to slack.. look for some scores.. den i went back for class.. den after class at 730, i rushed down to from bugis to CCK for my 830 lesson with a 4 year old girl. the mum was a very nice person, didn't mind me being late for a few mins.. provided me with drink.. but the kid was hell. crying say she wan her daddy.. but she's just a kid.. need time to warm up with me.. so i let her warm up.. i played with her a while.. den teach her piano.. but kept walking here and there so i ended up teaching her mum.. lol.. after an hour plus.. i went home.. by cab.. i got the money from the mum cause i bought her the books.. :D so i took cab home.. i wasn't going to rot my way home.. damn tired.. until now.. wait for someone to come online until rotting until i am typing my time away.. zzz plus this random guy asked me whether i was easy to get or not. wad de hell..ciao for now.. damn pissed off.BYE!

haha.. today i went to buy new phone.. samsung F480.. quite an okay phone.. not bad.. can use.. so i am like holding 2 phones now.. tmr got class.. boring.. keyboard..i nv even went for one lesson la.. lol.. nth to talk now.. later den update.. ciao

hey people! I have not been here got a long long time.. here as in.. blogging.. i was MIA a while, a bit too busy with life. so here's the latest:
I went back to malaysia for new year.. my 3 cousins.. the tang di's were so so so so cute. yea..we were at san chun.. 'village' playing soccer.. so because all of us were tangs, we had the same surname: Yap.. so the other cousins called us the yap FC..lol.. wad de hell.. the 2nd tang di kept wanting to follow me and my dad around.. and plus, both of us have the same hobby which is: EATING.. we ate and ate and ate all the way.. non stop..:D how much weight did i gain? I DUNNO! AND I DUN CARE! ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR~ haha.. and also we watched like 7-8 movies i think.. within that 4 days i was back.. the Ip man, handcock, saw 5, so many more.. forgot liao.. zzz. and now lynn is down with da chicken pox.. i say good luck to me! We had a lot of contacts, skin contacts.. i am so dead.. she got it b4 but she got it again.. wad de hell.. i got it b4, will i get it again? I DUN WAN!! scars!!! pain!! the AGONY!! help!!! anyway.. sleep well.. eat well.. drink more water and make sure my immune system boosts up! vitamins!! i need u!! come to me!!.. i high for wad? today is high day!! update u all next time.. ciao!

Marche today! haha.. with a new hairstyle :D

My new hair!! haha.. plus eating live oysters at marche vivo!! haha.. good food..

"Hi Xinya, you're a bit too late for the class, i'm sorri but u have to leave" this was the 1st sentence I heard the moment i got to school and stepped into the class. damn it. If i knew i wouldn't have attended the darn class lar. )#$%^&*()_#$%^&*()_)(*&^%. Darren moore just said it in front of everybody right into my face. Eh halo! i paid school fees, even if i am late, why can't i just sit in and join the freaking class. wad de hell. early morning the train at bl broke down, i was stranded there for like 20 mins of my life. wad de hell!! i was late for like 23 mins. Chase me out of the class? A bt too much right? can i like ask for a refund for that class. damn it. wad is wrong with him? .. nvm.. at least someone saw my ad and responded to me looking for a piano teacher. I must catch that deal. hmph! Who ask my price so good. wad de hell people go to music schools. Waste of money and time. You see, you are a parent. You pay lets say, 150? or wad i dunno. lets say 150 for a month. you have to bring you kid to the school, plus not all the money goes to the teacher, it goes to the school!! you are paying for the electricity bill for the school damn it. plus u still have to invest in a certain amount of fuel money. think about it, if u were to hire a private tutor, you pay 100-130. a lot lesser. plus they go to your place most of the time and you are in your own comfort zone. Why pay for things which are redundant? And oh yes, i saw this ad which this guy posted, he said he was a ABRSM grade 5 certified pianist. Ok, so? He was gonna teach piano. uh huh.. den? His rates? according to music school prices. which are like wow.. damn high... like 200? i was like wad?! he's a grade 5 asking for 200 per month. well I'm a grade 8 and taking a degree somemore, how much should i ask for? 400? madness.. nvm... i am like so bored sitting in the library.. the feeling of being outcasted is not that good... lol..maybe i'll look for more jobs and paste more ads.. i wanna make my life as miserable as possible to kll my boredom. money is damn important. yes i am realistic. But do you know smt? WE ARE LIVING IN THE REAL WORLD PPL!!! WAKE UP!!! lol.. ok .. ciao for now.. type until my hand ache...

> > 老板：萬分歡迎，沒有你我們的公司肯定大不一樣！
> > 職員：如果工作太累，搞不好我會辭職的
> > 老板：放心，我不會讓這樣的事情發生的！
> > 職員：我雙休日可以休息嗎？
> > 老板：當然了！這是底線！
> > 職員：平時會天天加班到凌晨嗎？
> > 老板：不可能，誰告訴你的？
> > 職員：有餐費補貼嗎？
> > 老板：還用說嗎，絕對比同行都高！
> > 職員：有沒有工作猝死的風險？
> > 老板：不會！你怎麼會有這種念頭？
> > 職員：公司會定期組織旅遊嗎？
> > 老板：這是我們的明文規定！
> > 職員：那我需要準時上班嗎？
> > 老板：不，看情況吧
> > 職員：工資呢？會準時發嗎？
> > 老板：一向如此！
> > 職員：事情全是新員工做嗎？
> > 老板：怎麼可能，你上頭還有很多資深同事！
> > 職員：如果領導職位有空缺，我可以參與競爭嗎？
> > 老板：毫無疑問，這是我們公司賴以生存的機制！
> > 職員：你不會是在騙! 我吧？
> >
> >
> > 進入公司後看真實的一幕 (從最後一句往上讀...)

hahahaha i made pasta today! looki looki here!!!

okayy,, this is damn sick..

brave dog.. i was like wad de hell when i saw this..now i know where all the weird looking tigers and dogs come from..

Once upon a time, there was this lowly servant girl, staying in the outskirts(is that how you spell it?) anyway, her family consist of the 2 evil parents of hers who are very rich, but ill treated her, and a family dog. Everyday she would talk to the dog, tell him about how her life is so unfair. But sadly, the dog was very stupid and couldn't understand what she was telling him. Anyway, she met this guy from another country, he was in her lands to study. He saw her almost everyday while passing her house as she scrub the floor, while she bathe the dog, while she cut the lawn.. soon enough, they fell in love and got together. For one year and a few months, they were together, they were very happy, seeing each other everyday, telling each other how stupid they look, how funny the way they walk, how she adored him, and etc.. things under the sun. But although they were so happy together, something was on the girl's mind. The guy hasn't told his parents about her yet.. not even his brothers.. So she wasn't really happy about the fact that she was not introduced to the parents and stuff. But she didn't really care, until one day..everything came crashing down. His parents from overseas, wanted him to go to a faraway land. A land where a lowly servant cannot go to, and is forbidden to go.. but she had no choice but to let him go... she thought, was it not meant to be? Why is the heavens doing this to her.. but they still kept in sweet contact for 2 whole months until one day she couldn't take it anymore, she said, baby, lets end it here, we can still be buddies..so they seperated, but she still thinks about him and misses him.. and she cried herself to sleep, every single night... for 2 months..that was when a prince from her land appeared out of nowhere... when they met, the chemistry was so strong and it made her think, is he the one for me? It was the strongest chemistry that she ever felt in her entire life. Soon, the prince and the lowly servent got very close to each other... they were happy for a few weeks.. she thought she was becoming a princess...until one day.. the prince said, hey, actually i have my own princess... the moment she say that, she crashed.. yes.. again... but refuses to show it because she didn't want anyone to worry about her. So she didn't know what to do.. and for a few times.. she found tears streaming down her cheeks.. it was painful.. but she was confused about what she really wants.. really want.. she found out that, fairytales are only fairytales that would not come true.. or maybe they will.. but as for now.. she'll continue to be lowly servent girl in the house while waiting for her prince to be her.. if that day ever comes...

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