lol.. yeah!! i had teppanyaki at victor's place..lol..tgt with chiki and xin yi :D.. and today i stayed over at xinyi's place. :D we played monopoly. i won the 1st round. but the 2nd round, i died fast.. under the hands of trafalgar square.. or wadeva u spell it as.. cursed place.. damn it..lol. from tmr i will not be rotting lo.. i miss sunny. :D

hhahaha.. today went to church for celebration~ chirstmas!! i played a lot of songs for them.. =.= yeah.. and i got a lot of presents too! here are the random pics.. lol

lolzz. my new hair!!nice not? i look retarded lar.. focus on da hair!

ah ha! i just got home from shopping.. lolz.. tired man.. bought a lot of stuff from body shop.. make sure i smell nice and feel nice.. i bought an adidas watch also.. the white and gold colour one..lol.. i went to do my hair to.. its now purple pearl colour.. quite dark.. but redish black.. but more to the purple side.. and a bit pear;.. lolz.. i dunno how to descibe.. anyway... look at the amount of bodyshop stuff i have.. omg..

So bored.. rotting at home!!
gonna bring sunny down to do his dog's biz den come home and bathe drink milo den sleep.. tmr wake up den go do my hair.. hmm what kind of hair should i do?.. korean? jap? retard?.. i wanna change colour.. my skin suck man.. i have to do smt about it.. going to join amore gym.. by next week i should start my workout lo.. i realli need it...ciao! i wan to look for hairstyles lo.. toodles!

today i woke up.. den we went to boon lay market to eat ham cha.. traditional hakka food yes.. den i came home slack for 5 mins den bathed sunny.. now he smells like me! ahaha.. happy.. lalalaa.. so sian.. nothing to do.. later going to airport.. my grandma is going back today!! hahaha.. :Di will miss her.. but i'll see her during chinese new year la..yesterday grandma got the full blast of my extreme temper. lolz.. sunny sleep until so happy beside me.. damn man.., i am so attatched to him.. my bf.. :D i love u sunny!muacks!

wad de hell. i am so freaking pissed off. i cut my tongue when sunny suddenly jumped when my mum hit him. then my 'vampire' tooth or wadever its called, stuck into my tongue. my tongue was in between my teeth. immediately i cannot feel my tongue.. it was so hot and numb.. den my mum shouted at me to clean sunny's pee off the floor in the kitchen. i was like, i just bit my tongue can i like go clean? she said, you so weak ah? a bit onli. Den nvm, i went to my grandma, i told her. she look at it, she told me, you faster go and clean his pee. i was bleeding so much until i was spitting blood on the tissue. yet both of them worried about the cleanliness of the house. like wad de fuck? i went to the mirror, den saw a big hole in my tongue. and yes.. until now, after like 10 mins after the incident, my tongue is still burning. care about the cleanliness. this incident made me remember y i quarrelled with my dad last time. i was cutting apple. and because i was in a bad mood that day, i was cutting rather hard. So i was cutting and the sound was quite loud. my dad came in and say, careful hor. i thought he asked me to be careful about my fingers. you know wad he said? he said, be careful of the granite table hor. fuck! wad the hell is wrong with them? care so much about non living things. like hello!! i am a living thing i can feel pain. they wun feel pain. if i spoil your stuff your pocket will feel pain is it? bloody pieces of shit.

cats reaction to women.


lol..

argh.. yeah.. i am single now.. me and bibi broke off... cause we were too far away from each other.. but we are still good frens.. yeah.. I will start to concentrate on my studies.. haha.. or will I?..

princess has met her prince.. but will there be happy ending.. I'll see..

haha... i am officially 19!! lol.. :D happy bdae yesterday!! felt like a princess the entire night.. :D i bleached my hair to plat blonde.., :D thank xxx for her bdae present!!! haha.. muacks!.. tired me.. wanna sleep lo..slack day..

saturday saturday saturday!!! it is coming it is coming!! lol.. nvm.. i highing myself.. me bdae coming!!! looking foward to that day to see wad my frens will be doing for me.. better dun sabo me.. wait until your bdae.. i give u 5 times back.. but mine is the end of the year.. u wait.. next year.. yes you.. i am talking about u kuku! dun sabo hor..u wait until next year october.. lol..yeah.. i am back to drinking water! Water bucket!! bdae coming.. i dun wan to be dehydrated.. hell no.. wad should i wear? hmm... i wonder... later going to teach piano lo.. little girl's learning quite fast.. on the theory part.. but practical..a bit slow cause she doesn't practice that much.. sianzzz lol.. nvm.. i find ways to bribe her.. :D

i had a very korean dinner of bbq beef and pork.. ginseng soup..

What is love?
Is it the attraction between 2 people? Is it a strong affection or what? What is love actually? When you say I love you, what does it realli mean? Do you say it for the fun of it? Do u say it because u feel something for that person? Is it possible for 2 ppl to fall in love at first sight? Or is it just affetuoso? Can love be nutured between 2 strongly attracted people? Or is there love already, just that it was not discovered? This is the 21st century.. should girls make the 1st move? or should the guys? yes or not... yeah.. girls.. ask and it shall be given.. but sometimes.. ask and it will hit u 2 times worse.. lol.. so.. ask or not to ask.. to be or not to be? should I or should I not? Am i even allowed to? Why are people so afraid to confess their love? rejection.. isn't it? Well if u are rejected.. just take it as the its not heaven's will and move on!.. if you gt accepted den.. good job! See? you got him right? always take the initiative.. as you know girls... some guys are just plain shy and maybe waiting for your move! you dun try.. you wun know.. but girls.. always be yourself.. dun try to cover up or be anyone else..if you're a bitch, be a bitch and stop acting like an angel.. so they guy who loves you will love you for whom you realli are..so be yourself.. and look for signs that the guy if into you.. collect enough evidence den boom! Ask him how he feels about you... lol.. but its easy to say but hard to do.. yeah i know.. type until my finger tired lo.. see yall next time.. toodles!

What a bring day.. i slept until 1 smt.. ate left over food.. lol.. but kuku came over to play monopoly!! lol.. both of us were asset rich.. with no cash..=.=and after that all the liabilities. sianzzz..and my com tio virus again. damn it lar.. dunno from where one. last time was solved.. now came back again.. freak it..and i bloody hell cut my fingers when i was cooking.. yes i mean fingers.. not finger.. plus wad was i cutting? onion, garlic plus CHILLI.. you know how 'high' the feeling was.. damn.. until now, after 2 hours.. its still burning.. and i poured alcohol on it.. lol.. feeling more high.. damn. tmr have to go to chinatown with my grandmum and mum.. argh... sianzz lor..

i wonder will anybody be interested in wadeva i am writing. ie my life? lol... nvm.. write for fun.. wan to read, read, dun wan to read, get lost. hmph! toodles!

woah... i just had a tiring day today... actually, the half of today.. i went to teach piano at tanah merah from 4-530.. yes.. 2 students.. siblings who fought cause the elder sis threw eraser dirt into his twisties.. and he throw temper and refuse to do his piano lesson..yah.. but after a while of bribing.. i managed to get him back..kids.. so pure, so innocent.. yet so evil at the same time.. like me..:D.. lol.. kiddin.. but anyway.. after that, i went back to jurong.. walked to the yamaha above in the library, got a book for my student den walked back to the interchange and took a bus to teach piano..the bloody bus was full of indians.. 6pm was like sunset.. oh crap..was that mean? sorri guys! yeah.. i went to teach.. den went to pioneer mall to eat dinne and just got home.. so hello everybody.. i'm at home!!


tmr is mum's bdae.. gonna make choco brownies topped with whipped cream..mmmMmmMm..haha.. high right the feeling? imagine da smell of da brownies.. woah.. lol.. ok.. i shall take my leave and entertain myself youtubing.. toodles!

damn.. how long have i not posted? lol.. life has been crazy.. i was saboed on laksa.. wad de hell.. I DUN GIVE SEX SERVICES.. but nvm.. to whoever who did that, you going to hell.. i'm sure.. lalala..

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my sunny..lol

wow.. i just came home from hospital.. damn.. lol.. i went in of appendicitis.. but i went for all the tests.. CT scan.. blood test... i had a lymph node infection..bloody hell.. lol.. that's y i got all my pains.. but I AM OK!! relaxz everybody!!! lol.. lol.. lynn doing my peel off mask behind me.. lol.. having great pain peeling it off.. including her eyebrows.. lol.. ok la.. gtg rest.. bibi i love you.. muacks!

sian diao.. my laptop kena confiscated for 2 weeks.. cannot use.. so no choice have to use school's one.. my goodness. but my parents are getting me a dog.. lalala.. lol.. happy.. at last.. a dog.. i miss msn.. =.= gonna rush to woodlands and home.. love you honey!! dun worry. i'm okay. :D muacks!

wad de bloody hell happened last night crap.. quarrel with parents until the bloody hell police came.. GG.. good job..I am like dead meat now. from yesterday, i am already dead. nvm.. ciao for now..

hmm.. wad a day.. i actually stayed home the entire day!! lol.. tmr going to church dn go gym.. have to pack b4 i go to tuck myself warm inside the bed.. sleep.. den wake up at 8.. den go church.. den go gym so pia...tmr mum's cooking ham cha for my dad's badminton kakis..

ham cha is a traditional hakka food where over 6 different vegetbles are cooked and ate with rice and the soup. the soup is made using tea leaves, peanut and are grounded until a paste form and you add boiling water in them and mix it.. actually most ppl add more herbs like jiu zhan ta and stuff.. mint leaves.. ya. all time fave.. healthier choice!

something is wrong with him today.. i say anything he replies 'nth'.. wad de hell.. but still i love him.. no matter wad he does.. i still love him.. i hate myself for that...

wow.. i slept until 1pm today.. watched tv until now.. =.= My CSI!! but.. headache.. and worth it.. lol.. tmr going gym with lynn.. pia my abs liao.. too fat..o.o.. my triceps and bi also.. my cutting.. ok lar. later update yall.. toodles

wad de hell is wrong with this fish??!! look at the darn mouth lar.. my goodness

wow.. just came back from city harvest.. there was a singing competition.. actually more like a star search la.. i agree with the solo singer winner.. but the dancer section realli did sucked.. i think the other group should have won.. damn.. lol.. anyway.. today's short shring was about changing yourself.. and to do that, you cannto only depends on yourself.. you would have to place ourselves into His arms.. let him do the work.. so I'm gonna leave me myself and I all in His arms.. and do what He tells me to do.. shall try.. see how it goes.. hopefully I will become more angelic instead of a devil which i am right now..

lol.. omg.. i just realised smt... i dunno when was the date me and bibi got tgt.. i onli know it was between may and june.. =.=. but as long as we are happy tgt.. who cares when we got tgt.. right bibi? lol.. :D miss u bibi.! today went to gym.. was listening to ipod songs and came a few 'high' songs.. was doing the stepping machine.. dunno wad it is called lar.. but, i did it for about 15 mins den i realised i was dancing and stepping at the same time.. O.o how dumb.. lol.. ok lar.. ciao for now.. i'll see ya next time.. when i am bored..

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I deleted my the other blog.. and I'm back! i guess i am too too too free already.. Looking for a PT job though.. any intros? lol.. my tagboard the colour..O.o lol.. outstanding.. bloody hell today.. was in a rush and when i zipped down my sweater, my finger got caught in it and now it is like to freaking painful.. and i am supposed to record my audition tape.. die.. T.T.. ciao for now, I go sleep.. damn tired.. lol.. yeah i now.. pig..toodles! love u honey!

boring..